-Take a breath and let the rest come easy..
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I’m Courtney. I see beauty in everything but me. I’m a daughter, a lover, and a friend. I’m also..insecure, hurt, lost, a cutter, fat, ugly, worthless, depressed, alone, trying to figure out why I’m still alive, in love with All TIme Low.But through it all, I still smile sometimes.
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jfiegs said: Don’t say you don’t mean anything to anyone when you have all these people on here who are reaching out trying to help you and showing that they care! You were put on this earth for a reason, no one is worthless and there are people that care!!
But I am worthless. You don’t understand.
don't say that you mean something to someone out there maybe you just haven't figured out who that someone is yet. and everyone deserves to live because we all have meaning to something ! We may not know each other personally but hunn you should at least promise me you're not going to do something stupid or that you're going to regreat .
I don’t know if I can promise you that.
fearlessknightsandfairytales
well everyone's had those moments when you feel like you're not good enough and you just want to curl up in a ball and die. believe me i have but there are those little things you hold on to just to feel like there is actually something out there for you ! I am sure you have those things too. & BTW i've seen your pictures your not fat or ugly you mean something to people and youre loved just remember that darling ! :)
There’s nothing out there for me. I don’t mean anything to anybody. I’m just the fat failure wasting time. No one will miss me.., trust me. I don’t deserve to live.
I thought that way too, but I realized after I asked for help that the person I told my problems about actually dealt with them too. But she never told anyone about it. You'd be surprised by how many people that are going through the same thing as you are.
Nobody will listen. I’ve tried. It’s pointless.
I've had many moments where I wanted to kill myself. I'd sometimes wake up in the middle of the night and just burst out crying and thinking that I'll never be enough. I reached out for help and it's helping a bit. Maybe you should talk about your problems to someone you are really close too. Please try not to do anything harmful to yourself. <3
Have you ever cried yourself to sleep, then woke up in the morning and cried because you woke up, and you didn’t want to? That’s me. Every fucking day. I can’t do this anymore. I any reach out to anyone because no one will understand. I give up.
omg. Please hold on. I don't know your story but I know that you are a gorgeous person with a beautiful personality. Try to keep strong and think about those that really care about you and how it'll affect their life if anything were to happen to you. <3
It won’t affect them. Nobody will care. They won’t miss me, I’m just wasting their time and space and oxygen. I don’t deserve to live.
girl please tell me your not thinking about committing suicide?! your beautiful & i'm sure your life is amazing!
No my life is most certainly not amazing. I want to die. I am a fat ugly disappointment. I don’t deserve to live.
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I don’t wanna do this. I can’t handle this. I’ve already cut the deepest I ever have..hopefully I have the balls to take the pills.
